So0oo00oooo. Here i am again blogging! Its been a fun holiday spent with my bestfs! They sure know how to make me smile and just forget about my problems! I LOVE YOU GIRLS! Yes, as you know all my bestfs are girls. If you have a problem with that. Live with it. =D One more week and school`s gonna start! grahh! i need more holidays! boohooo! alright, nothing much to blog about. haha! so i`m gonna go off now! ciao! =)
ps:
I love you.
That was the only thing I didn’t tell you today. We talked about a lot of stuff… I told you a lot of things… That one thing was the only thing I left out, even if I wanted to tell you. Because I know this is what you want. This - whatever this is, wherever we are now - it’s what you want. Even if I wanted otherwise, you wouldn’t let me. And even if I wanted otherwise, I couldn’t just shut you out my life. I love you and you better take care of yourself because I’m still hoping that one day in the future we’d end up together. Yes, there’s still that little spark of hope and I’m not planning on letting it die. So yeah. I love you, and keep yourself safe because I want you in my future.
10/07/2009 06:39:00 PM
Thursday, September 17, 2009,
Why must it always end up this way?
9/17/2009 10:58:00 PM
Wednesday, September 16, 2009,
HEYS!
I finally have the mood to blog again, Its been ages since i did. hahaha.
Well you may ask "how`s life Kevin"?
Its very stressfullll. But yet again, i`m still trying to cope.
I just want to thank my friends for being there for me when i`m down, for cheering me up in their little ways. Those random messages, it means alot to me. I thank God for giving me such awesome friends.
Call me random, but i just want you guys to know who are those friends i`m referring to.
from left to right> Nana,Amanda,Janille,Airam.
I just want to thank these girls for making my day most of the time. Nana Loh
hey you! i`ve known you through my sis, and i`m thankful for that. I never regretted having a friend like you. Even tho you have your own problems, you still try to cheer up others. You`ve somehow change how i see life. I cant really find the right words to thank you for that. And yes, keep it up with ____ yeah? treasure it. =D love you girl. Amanda Jermaine Lopez This woman is one heck of a friend! we`ve known each other for 3 years now(?) I just wanna thank you for those retarded times. And for giving me strenght when i`m really down. I cant really remember how i met you, but hey, i am thankful that i met such an awesome person like you. You`re loved! and will always be..! =D Janille Mae Torres Catalan
hoooo boyyy! This girl never fails to make me smile everytime! She`s my "going home" buddy whenever i return to Aes. =D Jan, i cant thank you enough.. for always being there for me. I`ve known you for about a year or so now, but it feels like we`ve known each other for 10 years.. really, it does. Much love to you! =D
Airam Hey you! i may not know you that well, but i always feel that you`re a beautiful person inside out. And goodluck with -you-know-who. (: Thank you for bearing with my retardedness yeah? =D
And before i end..
And to you, yes, you. after telling you how i feel about you, things somehow have changed. i dont know if its just me who`s thinking too much. But i just got that feeling. I just hope you could give me a chance to express myself to you, but i guess its just too impossible for it to happen. So i`ll just keep on dreaming.. dreaming for the impossible to happen. Hope you`re reading this, which i bet you`re not.
i ♥ you.
9/16/2009 12:19:00 PM
Sunday, August 16, 2009,
all the other girls here are stars—you are the Northern Lights they try to shine in through your curtains you’re too close and too bright they try and they try but everything that they do is the ghost of a trace of a pale imitation of you I’ll be the one to drive you back home girl this party is made with the night air and the chance that a smile will wind its way from your face to one of the boys in your line you act like you’re hip to their tricks and you’re strong but a virgin Wurlitzer heart never once had a song I’ll be the one to drive you back home girl and I’ll have you back by break of day I’m going your way anyway and if you’d like to come along I’ll be yours for a song I know you are waiting and I know that it is not for me but I’m here and I’m ready and I’ve saved you the passenger seat I won’t be your last dance just your last goodnight every heart is a package tangled up in knots someone else tied I’ll be the one to drive you back home girl so crawl up your trellis and quietly back into your room and I’ll coast down the length of your drive by the light of the moon and the next time I see you—a new kind of hello both our hearts have a secret only both of us know ‘bout the night that I drove you back home girl.
8/16/2009 04:42:00 PM
Tuesday, July 28, 2009,
" I Care "
Lying in my bed i find it hard to sleep tonight Wondering if you’re thinking of me too Though i try to close my eyes i`m filled with thoughts of you Even in my dreams there’s none but you
let me say it one more time The world’s i keep inside This heart of mine has something to reveal That you’re always in my prayer And this time to you i swear There’s nothing i won’t do for you I care
Friends they say that i might fall in love deeply with you Would you care if what they say is true Never been like this before and never had a clue If this is love, i`m sure it’s something new
Oh how i wish you feel the same way for me Baby when you look at me That`s how you seem to be.
ps: iloveyou
7/28/2009 05:33:00 PM
Friday, July 24, 2009,
Omgulay! this video cheered me up somehow! haha! just super hilarious! really! but hey! they`re a bunch of cool peepos! Take a look guys! :D btw they`re in-mates from the Philippines. This proves that people can really change for the better hey?
7/24/2009 09:52:00 PM
People will wish you all the success in the world. And then hate you when you get it.
Seriously true, i really hate this kind of people. I`m trying my best not to have those kind of friends. But it seems like they keep on coming in my life, geeezzzz. Omgulay! Really in need of some listening ear! Cant take this crap anymore.
from left to right> Nana,Amanda,Janille,Airam.
