I know some things are better left unsaid

Yet I have to tell you what's been running through my head

I don't know if what I am feeling is wrong or right

But you stay on my mind both day and night

I'm not going to say that I'm in love with you

But for you I have feelings that I know are true

I love being with you everyday

It makes me want you more in every way

I could just sit and watch you for days

You've gotten me wrapped in your mesmerizing ways

I love seeing your big, beautiful smile

That makes everything in life worthwhile

I want to feel your arms wrapped around me so tight

Just the way I dream every night

I want to be with you as more than just friends

But I guess that's where my fantasy ends

If only you'd give us a chance you'd see

Just how great together we would be

Until that day comes to par

I'll keep admiring you from afar.

4/26/2008 05:45:00 PM

With each passing day

I look forward to seeing you

It's almost as if my life was shattered

And now your hereMy dream come true

I never thought

Feelings would grow

But you proved me wrong

It's almost like a love song

Your that girl

That has won me over

Your that girl

That I want a little bit closer

Your that girl

I wake up to see

Your that girl

I always want next to me

Your that girl

Who makes me laugh

Your that girl

That never makes me sad

Your that girl

With those beautifull eyes

Do you beleive in love at first sight?

I just want you to know

I don't know where this will go

I want it to be special

I can promise you so

I wont break your heart

I wont make you cry

I wont give you any doubts

Ill tell you why?

Why I wont hurt you

Because thats not like me

Why Ill make you laugh

Cuz your as beautifull as can be

Why you'll smile

Because it's another nice day

Or another reason

Is cuz I'm here to stay

I want you to know

How much you really mean

I can't descirbe it in words

Cuz it's to strong of a feeling

I wish you could look inside my heart one day

See how much it's been torn and repaired

And how it beats as you sooth all my pains away

I wish you could look deep into my eyes

And make all the wishes in the world

I'll try to make them come true

As long as you'll one day be my girl

Or at times of need

I've proved to be here

No not because I have to

But becuase your special my dear

So I'll make this simple

Short and Sweet

Your not like other's

You almost mean the world to me.

4/26/2008 05:16:00 PM

If I could breath

I would breath you in

Let you explore

The darker part me

I'm wanting so badly for you too see

My black box

My untold stories

All filled with loss and glory

Oh baby if I could turn back time

I would never let you fall

I'll sing you your favorite songs

I told you I would sing for you

Far too long

Hold on

I'm here

Baby I will raise you to your destiny

Open up

Come inside of me

I'll save you from society

Oh my love

Don't cry like that

Your beautiful eyes

Don't cry like that

I get distressed cause I want to take you away

Don't cry like that

Tomorrows another day

I won't take back these words

That I have come to say

I didn't think that I would love you

But sitting here so cold

Im missing you

Love is bold

But down you fall

You hold your mask

So tight in place

Will I get your old face back?

My broken fingers

Try and mend

But they hurt so bad

I wish God could lend

Me the strength to give strength

The need to succeed

Im searching for words

In this dusty book

But they are far to complicated to reach me

If I could breath

I would let you in

I would give you my breath

Passing too you

From me

If I could only breath.

4/24/2008 06:57:00 PM

Your heart is hurting

Your world is crumbling

My mind is wondering

Why you're crying

When you cry it pierces my heart

A pain so unbearable and a sight I can't endure

Those tears that flow down your face

That smile I'm used to turned to anguish

You're even beautiful when you cry

Listening to your whimpers and seeing the dampness running down your luminous eyes

I can hear your pain from the deep of your heart

The heart that aches for love, care, and comfort

I want to hold you, and make the suffering leave

Please don't cry, it hurts to see you cryLet me

hold you so you can cry on my shoulder

So I can't see those tears

So I can grieve with you

Let me comfort you, please don't cry

Whisper to you healing words

Tell me your pain, I want to help

Just don't leave, stay right here

And hold me close, as I shelter you with my arms

More than anything, I want to stop

Those tears that flow down your beautiful face

Just please, stop crying

4/24/2008 06:06:00 PM

As I shut my eyes and leisurely begin to drift

My soul slips silently from a broken reality

Familiar voices heard faintly in the distance

The security of them wilting into a memory

Innocent heart endlessly yearning to explore

Fall upon that love which was once so deep

Now numbed to this once tender emotion

The imprints visible with each slight glance

A smile which once radiated now disappeared

Sparkling eyes danced with joy now lifeless

A spirited heart filled with bliss now hopeless

Gentle soul now scarred by a beautiful love lost

Slipping away are my once pleasant fantasies

No longer in my grasp are my glowing wishes

My heart now an abyss filled with faint dreams

No longer shining but gradually disappearing

As a hopeful tear slides gently down my cheek

I begin to reminisce about your captivating love

A dim smile slowly appears on my chapped lips

But just as fast as it becomes known to my face

Now is permanently replaced with a fixed frown

With hope still evident in my spirit and my being

I will naturally wait for your pleasant love once again

You are the passionate fire that burns deep within me

Though now the idyllic flame is faint and weakening

My optimism and endless desire stimulates its blaze

As my spirit attempts to slip into lost dreams

A voice whispers gently in my longing ears

"Let me be your wings & baby you can fly"

4/24/2008 05:04:00 PM

Lately, I've been winning battles left and right

But even winners can get wounded in the fight,

People say that I'm amazing, I'm strong beyond my years

But they don't see inside of me, I'm hiding all the tears.

They don't know that I come running home when I fall down

They don't know who picks me up when no one is around,

I drop my sword and cry for just a while'

Coz deep inside this armor, the warrior is a child.

Unafraid because His armor is the best

But even soldiers need a quiet place to rest,

People say that I'm amazing, I never face retreat

But they don't see the enemies that lay me at His feet.

They don't know that I come running home when I fall down

They don't know who picks me up when no one is around,

I drop my sword and cry for just a while

'Coz deep inside this armor, the warrior is a child.

They don't know that I come running home when I fall down

They don't know who picks me up when no one is around,

I drop my sword and look up for His smile'

Coz deep inside this armor

Deep inside this armor..

Deep inside this armor,

The warrior is a child..

4/19/2008 09:51:00 AM

Many go down life's path with lofty plans To amass a great fortune of houses and lands And to live a life of pleasure and ease, Thinking happiness can be found in these. Others pursue power and worldwide fame To be known by all and win their acclaim. But those without God who attain these goals Soon find emptiness remains in their souls. They could not find true happiness For life's void cannot be filled with this. If only they realized this will not last Since life is fleeting and will soon be past. Wealth, worldly pleasure, fame, and power Will all be gone at death's dark hour. And beyond the grave when eternity begins Those unsaved will be judged for their sins! If only they would believe in God's Son And repent of the sinful deeds they've done, Then they could go down life's path Not needing to worry about God's wrath. They would have the joy they longed for, Inner peace, contentment, and much more For when their lives on earth shall end Heavenly bliss would at once begin!

This is so trueee! Amen! (:

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